When The Sky Falls And The World Burns

11:21PM

Yep.....

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12:00PM

Feel like my shoulderblades have been split from my back like a wishbone

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9:24PM - This City Is Killing Us!!!

Burning bridges is so 1999

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11:30AM - ASHEVILLE NC ALL WEEKEND YEAH BITCHE'S!!!!!!!!!!!!

Current mood: excited

Current music: CURSIVE-FROM THE HIPS

11:43PM - True Story

TN is the place to be when you need to get away and be secluded from the world but sometimes you can be gone for so long it's a safe haven for the heart body and mind.-Dick Stone

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6:10PM - THE IPHONE IT DOES EVERYTHING BUT EAT,SLEEP, & SHIT FOR YOU APP'S FOR THOSE COMING SOON

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Current mood: BRINGING THE RUCKUS

Current music: THE LONELY ISLAND-IM ON A BOAT BITCH!!!!

4:18PM - Ive Come Back From The Dead....Or Was I Really Ever Gone?

Here's To A New Begining You Schmuck's!

Current mood: anxious

Current music: joshua fit for battle-fuck the men in her life.

12:28PM - Doe's Anyone Use This Thing Anymore?

Just Curious............................

Current mood: creative

Current music: ColdPlay-yellow

12:30AM - the begining of the end

its cold on this shipyard
i stand here awaiting the ship
accompanied by lost beauty tempting
my every nerve to go with me on this journey
i can tell its not ready or quite strong enough
calm sea's dont make sailor's the moment
i step onto the ship of my destiny we will drink
from each others eye's. To let go of this would
be an unforgiving affair for there is a fire in
my heart of emotion knowing this night couldn't
last forever but stay with me as long as possible
for tonight the queen of the ocean will make a man
out of me the salt in the wind will be my blanket of
solace you have been drawn away by frivelous desire's
i saw through a scope over the bow of the ship dont turn
away from your true feeling's if their pure for these eyes
have not turned away we have both just lost focus this ship
is unsinkable by the destiny of the journey the anchor sinks 
and particles of sand frolic like the pieces of our lifes that fell
apart as they land trying to piece things back together tonight
on this pier will be a memory of a perfect dream brought to life
i know getting on this ship we may never see this dream again
but for what it is we can hold on to it like the anchor that sinks into
our hearts i hate to see you choke on the blood of our mistakes for
you have already been blessed for the past has witherd away like autumn leave's
this is a fresh start so follow your destiny whether ours will ever cross no one can tell
those questions of uncertainty made me very hesitint though im sure you noticed
for it took preparation and time to make my answer known though one may not of agreed
it is my final answer for the conclusion will no longer be a burden in this heart where blood
and fire bring rest  soon this will all drown away i pray for the guidence and mercy on us both

Current mood: creative

11:06PM - this is sexy, mother fucker take me on and take me out!

Lightning occurs when i open door's

















thunder follows behind when i close the door.

Current mood: creative

Current music: This Is Renaissance!-i am the night color me black

10:07PM - My Regret is the world i created. Regret is the kiss that sealed my fate.

last night was very strange for me first newyears i spent alone in a while first newyears i wasnt drunk or drank anything at all first newyears i felt happy yet at the same point i had no idea why something is coming and its sweeping through me quick i really dont know what it is but i feel like i could go on like this forever it was weird being around people i normally would never hangout with exspecially on such an occasion had a pack of firecrackers blow up in my face scared the crap out of me went deaf after the mortars shot off next to me but i had a great newyears i think sometimes change is good 06 was one hell of a year for me and i know 07 will be even better im going to be saving up to be doing alot of traveling this year around the U.S. and around the world god's got plans for me that i cant even begin to comprehend and i cant wait to just walk aboard for once im not jumping ship when theres a storm that is unpredictable maybe its just faith and wisdom talking but i feel a strong calmness and peace my chihuahua jazzy turned 2 years old today my mom bought her little pork chops for a birthday dinner that has to be the most spoiled dog in the world but truly she is what drives me to be the man i need to be she's like my kid in a way as weird as that may sound she brings alot of joy into my life


The Human Face, Divine

It is all done wrong, or so it appears. It is all
done right. Eternal eyes. I am pressing on no matter
how it looks. It is all planned out. Understatement.
Lay your hands on your mouth. Negativity. I don't want
to hear it. Your cursed tongue. This is greater than
you. This is greater than me. Flawless. Increase time
and it will all fall into place. I don't care about
surroundings. I don't care about wicked words. I don't
care about surroundings. I don't care about desire. I
don't care because it is a waste of my time. Don't
sell
out. It all comes to these words a batte field inside
my mind. Shall i take her or leave her. I will set my
sites north. I will not feed it doubt. I will not be
cursed by doubt or a concubine wife.

Current mood: cheerful

Current music: NJ-Creating Something Out Of Nothing, Only To Destroy It

5:40PM - I don't feel at all like I thought I would, but I could probably go on like this forever............

Im the richest man on a sinking ship

and the cold water takes my breathe away

waiting for the inticipation of the end

make's thing's worse as i look around this

tragic fairy-tale I see the one's that have

lost all hope take their life's I am surrounded

by others watching everything they created and hoped

for crumble before them with just the last hope that someone

remembered who they are and not who they once were

these are the changed they are the martyr's we stand hoping

the best and hope those sunday prayers didnt go to waste

pleading with their thoughts though there's really no way

to make a difference from our coordinance for nothing will

matter were on this sinking beauty these are the things no one will

ever know but the survivor's are left to grieve and ponder these same

thought's how different the legacie's we leave then what the living

are left to believe, They refer back to the last time with that person whether

good,bad,happy, or sad it doesnt matter that truly was the end of their lifes.

my body washes ashore against the rocks. She got word to identify my

body though her last feelings have now changed to the way he had

always wanted them to be she lost his now resting soul

this cold dead corpse is all he was able to leave for the story.

it's sad this had to happen for her change of heart forever she

will grieve this soul of thee unknown.

Written by: Richard P. Stone

Current mood: calm

Current music: ColdPlay-Parachutes

10:22AM - Is That You John Wayne?.......Is This Me?

3:35PM - Imperial is playing up here tonight

gonna be so nice to see some formiliar faces and hear some old music i havent seen or heard in a long time it'll probably make me home sick and i'll be all emotional later on fair warning but this is me now saying you'll be back home soon.............. be back are the key words.................

Current mood: exhausted

11:29PM - get down girl go head get down

now i aint sayin she a gold digga but she aint messin wit no broke ah broke!

Current mood: energetic

Current music: kanye west-gold digger

3:26PM - Hit It Up!

the new Heavens cd is out today better believe it.........

Current mood: anxious

7:41PM - whoop whoop i'll try a more recent one

8:53PM - just random diddling

my only memories have come to haunt me
so ive struggled to throw them all away
happiness seems to be at the bottom 
of an ocean far away but i will not let
this stop me from what i need to do
when i look into the mirror your memory
still trys to touch me so i refuse to look
into the mirror because it trys to stop me
all these promises have taken me away
i feel as i will never be back there again
but i will not drown away 

take me for a ride
you cant forgive me 
i tried to run back to you
i tried to run i better not 
i tried to stop you so i close 
my eyes here i am sitting up
at midnight this is where i feel
you the most at midnight i always feel
you running alone i tried to catch you
but it was out of my hands again 
i'd track the earth for you 
i will never throw you away
look into the mirror see the 
things that i see

10:48AM - when the tables have turned, You will regret your word's of IGNORANCE!!!!!!!!!!

"It's Not Who You Are It's What People Think You Are."

So im in TN now things are a little weird right now not really knowing anyone yet so its very lonely unpacking still, got most of it done my eating habits have tooken a dramatic change been sticking with a diet that consists of yogerts salads trisuits and honey bunches of oats ive been straying from meats mainly red then any other you would be surprised how much more you can see things and understand things when your somewhere all alone fending for yourself got a pretty good band going here they have 14 tracks already recorded i just gotta lay down the drums i start with that today i hope it goes well ive been up all night with the flu and been very out of it lately i havent been the same since i left FL i guess you could say trying to adapt here it's been very hard for me i dont know if i ever will totally i wish a friend or someone would of moved with me i think it would of made things easier even had a spair bedroom with a queen size bed that makes you feel like your on cloud 9 i just really need peace right now and i dont know the right way about getting it i need the closest thing to closure my chiuhua jazzy follows me every room im in because she thinks im gonna leave her and she whimpers for a while sometimes i think because her mom isnt here and everytime she gets like that i think another piece of me dies inside i wish i didnt wear my heart on my sleeve and i need to get on with this though nothing is solid i guess i still care about what happens to her when you love someone you give them the key to everything that's yours otherwise whats the point for a while thats the kind of love i thought i had....... i love the way my half sleeve came out mark truly did an amazing job it was better then i ever imagined i cant wait to get the money so i can go down there and get it finished i feel as if there is so much stuff on top of me and i just cant seem to find my way out or make sence of what is in front of me and i hate that feeling you feel trapped and confused well i guess that is all for now if anyone wants me to send them a letter comment me or message me your address and i will send you a letter from TN that's it for now

-You Were With Me Through It All



you know who you are

i see your struggle.
i see the pain in your eyes reaching out for help.
your cries don't go unheard.
i will be there for you, holding on until the end.
A broken glass proves your words worthless
running and hiding from the reality
Until death do you part
do you not know the commitment that you made
One broken heart
two broken lives
and now look
just look what you have become
Your shattered lives are breaking my heart
oppressions injustice.
no respect for who you are.
you've tried so hard, so hard to be the best.
stand tall and hold fast.
by your actions show who you are.
dedication, discipline.
stand firm in the face of injustice.
your silence speaks louder, louder than their angry words.
use your mind, not your fist.
stand firm in the face of injustice.

Current mood: Distant

Current music: ET-Bloody Sunday (cover)

10:56PM - Can You Fix Me!?!?!?!?!?! dundundun duh dun dundundun duh dun Can You Fix Me!!!!!!!!!!!

I know I've been mistaken,
but just give me a break and see the changes that I've made.
I've got some imperfections,
But how can you collect them all
And throw them in my face?
you're so independent, you just refuse to bend
So I keep bending 'till I break
I've made a commitment, 
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you

Why can't you just forgive me?
I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way...

Current mood: nauseated

Current music: Falling Cyle-flying with broken wings